I do quite a lot of shopping online. I have a mild addiction to shoes, purses and sunglasses. I get a lot of emails for sales, new items, etc. My inbox is FULL of mothers day stuff right now and every one of them stings. I get a 5 minute mental reprieve from not focusing on this painful turn life has taken and glance at my email and it all comes flooding back. Shopping used to be my oasis, a reprieve from our painful reality and now it's yet another place haunted by thoughts of what could have been, what should have been.
I'm really trying to tell myself that it's just another day but my heart is hurting right now. I miss our baby.
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