Here we go again

If we're being honest I was hoping that at the end of the month when matches are usually sent out by our clinic we'd receive a new match.  I know there's no guarantee and sometimes it can take a couple months but a match this month means meds next month and transfer in July.  This means we could be pregnant again by the time our due date from the last pregnancy rolls around at the end of August.  Emotionally I think this might cushion the blow of that day a little.  I know we can't replace our baby, nothing's going to do that but maybe new hope will take the edge off the sadness.  So, I was expecting to be stalking my email next week waiting for that magic email from the program coordinator,  what I wasn't expecting was to get that amazing email while sitting in 5 Guys with some coworkers at lunch today.
The profiles are wonderful and hubbies on board so come tomorrow I'll be sending in our acceptance form and start googling potential due dates for all the possible transfer dates in our calendar.
With hope we are moving forward.