Baby making on the down low

Ive got a secret. The only person we've told is my sister because of a logistical issue but we're trying again. I have a baseline ultrasound in the morning and meds start on Sunday. If all goes well I'll be able to tell my husband we're pregnant on our anniversary. We've always been very open about what we're doing and when but it adds a lot of unnecessary pressure to an already stressful situation and that's easily avoidable. So this time we are keeping it to ourselves. I feel bad not being completely honest with people but this try is already pretty stressful. This is probably our last iui. After this try we will have exhausted both our pre-tax money and our meds. If its meant to be this will be all we need. If not, we'll move on to either adoption or ivf. But for now I'm going to keep myself in a positive place and turn it over to fate.